Well this is goodbye
I’m not going to look back
I’ve started posting on my new blog. I’m going to stop using this one really soon.
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It hurts so bad
I was trying to tell me mom and she just shrugged obnoxiously and made a ‘What do you want me to do about it?’ sound.
Fuck everything.
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Also I had a thought today and it pissed me off
My mom always told me growing up that I should be thankful to my stepdad for raising me. BULLSHIT. I’m not going to be extra thankful to someone for being a decent human being. If he didn’t want a kid, he should’ve married someone who didn’t have a kid. But he married my mom and he agreed to that responsibility and I don’t have to fucking thank him for that like I was some awful, horrible burden. And I don’t have to apologize and make excuses for my own fucking existence. I wasn’t in the way. I wasn’t an inconvenience. I was a fucking child.
THE WORDS RIGHT OUT OF MY MOUTH
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So last night was freaking amazing. 5X put on an awesome show, and then there was the crazy 5X style party after it. We all got drunk, and Bev and I turned on the equipment and put on Paramore and No Doubt and a bunch of other girl singer bands and rocked the fuck out to them. Then I told Rodney that I only had ten days to learn the drums and he had to teach me asap.
So I don’t remember what song it was (Heartbreaker by Pat Benetar maybe?) but I sat down at the drums and fucking did it. Obviously it was just simple, but Rodney was like “WHAT?! I TAUGHT HER EVERYTHING SHE KNOWS!!”
WHY DID I EVER SELL MY DRUM KIT?
biggest mistake ever.
I also think I put my hair into a mohawk at some point and made everyone else do it too. I’m pretty sure people took pictures, and once I get my hands on them they shall be posted.
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I responded
I hope you know that
My heart physically hurts.
I think I might go take a shower.
This is weird.
Or maybe I should just go back to sleep.
What I’m eating at 5am….
The cheese stick helps when the burn from the chips is too much….
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